Happiness in a Non Happy World

It seems most of the population is on some kind of drug for depression or anger. It is easier to drug ourselves then to face our own pain or help another person deal with their pain. In fact we do something really horrible we recommend our loved ones to professional help instead of helping them ourselves or helping ourselves with us.

Why do we need professionals to deal with things that humans have dealt with since they were created?

Get over yourself you are human it is not shocking that because you are on this planet the following will happen if it has not already to you:

  • Broken heart
  • Loss of Life
  • Disability
  • Trust Broken
  • Some kind of Abuse
  • Debt

If you think you are the only one going through the event you are going through you are wrong. There are over 7 billion other people on this planet right now and billions more across the galaxy! We are only one planet!

Instead of drugging ourselves further we need to wake up and embrace the pain that way we can heal it.

Your Heart was Broken

The first mistake was believing that your relationship was guaranteed through words or paper from another human who is a species that changes every day. Just like you change every day. You do not wear the same colors, style, eat the same food, watch the same shows, or read the same books you did at ten do you? Of course not! So why do you think that your love that you had as a teenager or in your twenties would not change at lets say age 30? The first step to being in a relationship is understanding it is never going to be forever. Why? Because your body is going to die anyway! It might not have been your fault that person change people just do through diet, religion, friends, work, etc. Chances are your life style no longer matches the other persons and you no longer fit like a glove should fit when you are together! Do not fight about it if you have tried to make the differences work! It is okay to move on and remain friends that way you can treasure the years you had together. If you cant remain friends the only thing left is hate between something that was once beautiful. If it was not beautiful  you would never have had it in the first place right? So figure out what went wrong scrap what was bad but come together on what was good even if it means just stepping away from the romance side of it and saying hey we got along best as friends! Can we be friends again? Live up to that and show the person that you once were with in a different way the same respect you would give any friend of yours.

Do not sit and dwell on what might have been or what could have been. Instead look at yourself and ask yourself why was your heart broken in the first place and how can I love again? Did you love yourself first or were you searching for that acceptance you needed from you in other people? Do you feel bad about yourself while you are by yourself? If you answered yes to that last question that is why you are feeling broken. The reasons why you may feel bad about yourself may or may not be your fault. No one can love you like you!  Ask yourself what goals did you give up to be in that relationship? What things on your life bucket list do you have left to achieve? Can you learn to love you and how?  That is how you move forward from a broken heart. You do not do it by numbing your emotions through drugs. You create new goals, embrace the loss, and move on! Another important question: Do you need another relationship again or do you need to work on you for awhile first?

Loss of Life

Once again you know when you make a friend or fall in love that person will one day die. Why does it shock you when they die? If it did chances are you are not mourning them passing you are mourning the moments you did not have/will never have. Or the things that you will never say or were left unsaid. You cannot correct what you didn’t get done with that person before they died. You can take the memories and the lessons they taught you and live the best life possible to remember them by! That is what you do! You do not stick to wanting them around you. Live life as if they were by your side because they are! They are simply invisible to your human eye. One day you will see them again just in a different place or a different form. If you are sad over the loss of life right now be happy because that person is no longer in pain and they are not waiting for a nuke to be dropped on their heads like we are all waiting on currently! Be happy for them that they don’t have to pay taxes! There is no need to take medication for what the human does naturally which is cry and feel anger when someone passes on. It is okay to feel those emotions but do not remain stuck in those emotions. Remaining stuck is bad. Do you understand?

Disability

For some reason we think that because we are born healthy that we are invinsible to bad things happening to us. Things that do not seem fair. Take it from a person who has a chronic issue its not going to get better any time soon or ever! Get over it! In fact embrace the idea of it could get worse! Yes I did that! I embraced the idea that my body could get worse! Why would I do such a thing that’s depressing??!?? Fighting the idea that it could get better is more exhausting that’s why! If I wake up one morning and not one part of me hurts and I can run two miles then well that’s a cure! However in the mean time I appreciate how my body is for that day. Tomorrow it could be so bad I might not even be able to walk without oxygen on. Keeping that in the back of my brain I make sure I do what I can to prevent that from happening every day. That prevention includes a vegan diet, exercise regimen, hot showers, and lots of cannabis. Until I wake up and cannot crawl out of bed I will appreciate every day no matter how I feel. The days that I am in severe pain I embrace it because I became stronger when I got out of it! I became stronger when I learned what I did wrong to trigger that pain to begin with! My pain brings me one step closer to that cure. By telling myself that it can get worse I have not set my mind or body up for failure. It allows me to love me no matter how I feel!

Trust Broken

Okay so once again being human you are going to make relationships that involve trust. Usually the first line of trust that is broken is with our parents with the Santa concept. If you keep the trust within yourself you will be fine. Always trust yourself and have a back up plan. Do not blame others when they do something that goes against the trust bond. That goes back to Love and people change and ideas change. Once again why are you shocked the trust was broken? The solution is repairing the damage. If it was a financial loss then you had to many material goods to begin with. You should never own more then what your wallet can handle in the first place. so if you lost trust over a money issue that is probably your fault. If someone screwed you over in that money issue you should have never taken that loan or helped with that loan to begin with. I do not care if it was family whenever you leave yourself open to help someone you leave yourself open to be screwed. On the flipside you risk making a great friend/relationship by helping if it goes right! The risk is yours!

Abuse

Man that’s tough! I am so sorry if its happened to you! Your right its not fair. Its not fair all your weaknesses were insulted and your fears became real. It is not fair that your strengths were not supported. Yes go ahead and cry it is okay! Do not be angry. Let me explain why. Of course you will feel anger that you were taken advantage of. No it was not your fault it was probably out of your league and your surroundings became to much. Ask yourself why were you abused? People abuse others without realizing it because the abuser: Is suffering themselves! The damage was obviously done to you so what you need to do now is embrace that damage. Embrace your pain. Then decide will you let it control you? Of course not! Your abuser would win and it would just cause you to unknowingly pass on the abuse to the next innocent victim! Do a double take of our life. Are you defensive when you meet someone new or are in a new situation? If you are that is okay you are afraid of being hurt again. But those natural defenses you build to avoid abuse can often push the Good People away who want to help you. In fact it can turn other good people into good people with negative attitudes about other people! Nobody enjoys being pushed away. If you are being asked to receive help talk about the way that the person can help you. Explain to them why you are afraid of getting close. 

You Owe or Someone Owes you

If you are depressed because someone owes you something then relax you should have seen it as a gift when you gave it away in the first place! You were only helping that person stay in debt longer when you co-signed that loan for your kid or parent. When you say No to money in relationships you can receive phrases like “F You!” ” Get away from me!” “Your nothing but a user” ” But you already own a house and a car and I don’t have anything!”……

Those phrases are not for you to worry about. In fact it is all the person who is in trouble already just being mad because they have to see the problem for themselves. Let them have their fit and if they refuse to talk to you even if it is family that is okay too. You do not need a CHILD to throw a FIT. Someone with that mindset is obviously a Child and what does an Adult do with a Child? You shut the door and step away while they throw the fit! When they want to talk you listen…but only listen if they are not being insulting and rude! Yes your 50 year old uncle screaming at you is a CHILD! Obviously!

The only way you can help in this situation without being screwed in the future is by Education!

You have to educate the person why they are in debt and how they can get to where you are at in life! Show them their own tools and creativity and help them embrace it! They are obviously feeling short of ideas so they want temporary relief from you..you are not a bank you are human being.

So show them how to have Permanent relief and teach them to embrace themselves!

If you owe money the issue is that you were not patient enough for the item you felt like you needed at the time. Sure it might have been a good idea. If you lost your job do not sit and keep reapplying in the same field of work for years on end. Obviously that field of work will not get you anywhere anymore and you need to use your brain. So go to the library or consult with a few other broke friends or relatives and figure out how to group the creativity together to create income and balance! Yelling, screaming, taking out another loan will not fix your issue. Cutting back on the cable, cell phone bill, and extra things will. Sure it sucks you no longer have a status ego behind your name.

People will know something changed. It is okay because they are only human also…

You are human and so is everyone else so please…

Instead of popping another pill or going to the psychiatrist today can you please take your Monday off and embrace the pain?

 

My thought in the wee hours of the AM

Earthlings-

I feel like I am stuck in a gigantic male locker room with each country claiming their piece of land and system is bigger and  better then the other one. It does not matter the size or the performance if each person in the locker room has an STD!  

So why does it matter if the leaders of your country are yelling and screaming that they are bigger and better then the other one? It does not. It wont matter who is bigger or better or what laws, policies, and trade deals went wrong on each end when that red button is pushed. One nuclear device impacts everyone. Regardless of what your media is telling you or your leader do you feel like one human from another country is honestly better then the other one? Do you feel like every person from that other country is your enemy? Or maybe they were simply born somewhere without a choice? Maybe the media is making us all enemies by throwing labels out such as patriot, terrorist, communist, socialist, republican, democrat, etc. hmmmm….

Maybe just maybe we are none of those labels and we are all just a race who needs to start supporting and loving our earth.

Our labels are simply a distraction into making our brains feel like we have something to scream about and stay frustrated over. The pharmaceutical industry makes bank due to war time depression meds no matter what country your from.  The factories will re open to create tanks, missiles, etc and your husbands and sons will be sent out without a guarantee they will come home. Not only will it be your sons this time…now your daughters are at risk of going. All for a chunk of that GOLD PIE it tastes great but man it leaves you bloated and weak. If you eat to much it will kill you.

Keep this all in mind before we decide we need to scream that USA is better then Russia or Russia is better then the USA. Or the Middle east is full of terrorist and the USA is full of infidels. We all know those statements are not truth!

No your religion will not save you either however your intelligence and knowledge will.

Do not fear educate yourself! Go read some ancient history…..NOW.

You may exit the locker room now…the door is on the right….

What is the difference between a Grenade and a can of coke?

What is the difference between a Grenade and a can of coke?

Watch this video and see for yourself……

What are you going to do about it? Will you pick up one more? Just one more… Or is it time to throw your soda you just bought into a wall and watch it explode?

While you suffer the maker of your insulin is basking on a beach or sitting in a mansion somewhere…..all off the blood you draw every time you poke yourself! Later on he or she will make a lot more off the leg you will lose. Give it a few more years and the mortician will also gain wealth from your choices.

Everyone makes a dime off you. People think I am kidding when I say humans are born with a price tag…..

 

My observation and I AM PISSED why you should be as well….

I have been yelling at the top of my lungs (metaphorically of course) telling strangers through blogging, example while shopping, and word of mouth to get off the wheat, GMOs, and meat. Most people look at me with a semi retarded smile and stare at me with huge owl half scared eyes like what are you talking about??? GMOS idiots..you know the Round up infested CORN that TAINTS your DNA.

If you have never been to my blog before and you are confused GOOGLE GMOS. Please watch the movie FOOD INC!

If you follow my blog Thank you for taking the time and having the intelligence to read. Believe me you are smarter then you think you are because 20 percent or something like that of your American neighbors are ILLITERATE. I wonder how many people had to look that word up in the dictionary…. Yes you should be concerned.

Rude and blunt? Yes. However I know longer give a hogs rear end how rude I sound or mean I sound. IF YOU CONTINUE TO FEED YOUR KIDS BLEACHED WHEAT AFTER THIS YOU SHOULD BE CHARGED WITH NEGLECT AND THEN MURDER WHEN THE ONES YOU LOVE SUFFOCATE! DO YOU SHEEPLE UNDERSTAND ME?????????????????????????

Now NOTE THE FACT THAT AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS PAGE IT WAS UPDATED ON MARCH 1.  Meaning the makers of the products FAILED TO TELL YOU that your food contains foam that CAUSES ASTHMA AND BRAIN PROBLEMS! It is so full of Carbon Dioxide and YOU NEED OXYGEN TO LIVE!

Please tell me you understand what I am saying. This is by far the bluntest thing I have ever written in my life but YOUR LIFE is at stake here and YOUR KIDS do NOT have a CHOICE because THEY DO NOT HAVE MONEY because they are to YOUNG to WORK. 

If you are over 18 and you LOVE the POISON I mean “food” so much and you “Can’t get enough” and you cant eat something healthier like a ORGANIC Banana or a vegetable instead of a Little Debbie because you do not have discipline then best of luck to you.

I really hope your food eating suicide is worth it and painless. Last I heard suffocating is one of the worst ways to die.

Now why I am I writing this lovely blog on this lovely rainy cloudy day????

Because of this….Note the bottom March 1….

Azodicarbonamide

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Azodicarbonamide
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Identifiers
CAS number 123-77-3 YesY
PubChem 31269
ChemSpider 4575589 YesY
UNII 56Z28B9C8O YesY
EC-number 204-650-8
ChEMBL CHEMBL28517 YesY
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Properties
Molecular formula C2H4N4O2
Molar mass 116.08 g mol−1
Appearance Yellow to orange/red crystalline powder
Hazards
MSDS [1]
EU classification Harmful (XN)
R-phrases R42 R44
S-phrases S22 S24 S37
NFPA 704
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Azodicarbonamide, or azobisformamide, is a chemical compound with the molecular formula C2H4O2N4.[1] It is a yellow to orange red, odorless, crystalline powder. As a food additive, it is known by the E number E927.

 

 

Use as a food additive[edit]

As a food additive, azodicarbonamide is used as a flour bleaching agent and an improving agent. It reacts with moist flour as an oxidizing agent.[2] The main reaction product is biurea,[3] a derivative of urea, which is stable during baking. Secondary reaction products include semicarbazide[4] and ethyl carbamate.[5] The United States and Canada permit the use of azodicarbonamide at levels up to 45 ppm.[6][7] In Australia and Europe the use of azodicarbonamide as a food additive is banned.[8]

Other uses[edit]

The principal use of azodicarbonamide is in the production of foamed plastics as a blowing agent. The thermal decomposition of azodicarbonamide results in the evolution of nitrogen, carbon monoxide, carbon dioxide, and ammonia gases, which are trapped in the polymer as bubbles to form a foamed article.

Azodicarbonamide as used in plastics, synthetic leather and other uses can be pure or modified. This is important because modification affects the reaction temperatures. Pure azodicarbonamide generally reacts around 200 °C. In the plastic, leather and other industries, modified azodicarbonamide (average decomposition temperature 170 °C) contains additives that accelerate the reaction or react at lower temperatures.

Azodicarbonamide as a blowing agent in plastics has been banned in Europe since August 2005 for the manufacture of plastic articles that are intended to come into direct contact with food.[9]

Safety[edit]

In the United States, azodicarbonamide has generally recognized as safe (GRAS) status and is allowed to be added to flour at levels up to 45 ppm.[10]

In the UK, the Health and Safety Executive has identified azodicarbonamide as a respiratory sensitizer (a possible cause of asthma) in workplace settings and determined that containers of it should be labeled with “May cause sensitisation by inhalation.”[11] The World Health Organization has linked azodicarbonamide to “respiratory issues, allergies and asthma” for individuals at workplaces where azodicarbonamide is manufactured or handled in raw form. The available data are restricted to these occupational environments. Exposure of the general public to azodicarbonamide could not be evaluated because of the lack of available data.[12]

References[edit]

  1. Jump up ^ “Azodicarbonamide (CICADS)”. Inchem. International Programme on Chemical Safety. Archived from the original on 24 August 2010. Retrieved 2010-08-14.  Also published by World Health Organization, Geneva, 1999.
  2. Jump up ^ “Azodicarbonamide FCC Grade (98%)”. Garuda International, Inc. 2009-02-13. Retrieved 2010-08-14. 
  3. Jump up ^ Joiner, Robert; Vidal, Frederick; Marks, Henry (September 1963). “A New Powdered Agent for Flour Maturing”. Cereal Chemistry 40: 539–553. 
  4. Jump up ^ Becalski A, Lau BP, Lewis D, Seaman SW (2004-09-10). “Semicarbazide formation in azodicarbonamide-treated flour: a model study”. Journal of Agricultural and Food Chemistry (Journal of Agricultural and Food Chemistry) 52 (18): 5730–4. doi:10.1021/jf0495385. PMID 15373416
  5. Jump up ^ Cañas, BJ; Diachenko, GW; Nyman, PJ (January 1997). “Ethyl carbamate levels resulting from azodicarbonamide use in bread”. Food Additives & Contaminants 14 (1): 89–94. doi:10.1080/02652039709374501. PMID 9059587
  6. Jump up ^ “21CFR172.806”. Code of Federal Regulations. April 1, 2012. 
  7. Jump up ^ Hong-Shum, edited by Jim Smith, Lily (2011). Food additives data book (2nd ed.). Chichester, West Sussex: Wiley-Blackwell. p. 548. ISBN 978-1405195430
  8. Jump up ^ Smith, Jim (2011-06-20). Food Additives Databook. Wiley-Blackwell. p. 548. ISBN 978-1405195430
  9. Jump up ^ “COMMISSION DIRECTIVE 2004/1/EC of 6 January 2004 amending Directive 2002/72/EC as regards the suspension of the use of azodicarbonamide as blowing agent”. Official Journal of the European Union. 2004-01-13. Retrieved 2011-03-10. 
  10. Jump up ^ “CFR – Code of Federal Regulations Title 21”. United States Department of Health and Human Services. 2009-04-01. Retrieved 2010-08-14. 
  11. Jump up ^ “Substances causing/worsening asthma”. UK Occupational Health and Safety. WorkSafe Victoria. Retrieved 2010-08-14. 
  12. Jump up ^ “Concise International Chemical Assessment Document 16: Azodicarbonamide”. World Health Organization. Retrieved 2014-02-05. 

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I WILL BLOG MORE ON THIS TOPIC LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Is Round up Safe?

Ask the Farmers around the globe how safe it is….

RT News did some digging and reports are coming from around the globe that innocent people are suffering from kidney disease.

Why?

The answer is No. Round up is not safe. Yes it does affect humans.

I have a question for you: WHY ARE YOU STILL POISONING YOUR OWN CHILDREN? HOW DARE YOU KILL YOUR OWN!

Shame will come upon every farmer who has sold out the future of this planet by choosing Monsanto’s corn over the corn the creator gave us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://rt.com/news/monsanto-roundup-kidney-disease-921/

It is okay though it only leaked into all the ground water and wells because the farmers sold out your health and their own kids for the gold.

 

What does rape have to do with Milk?

WHERE DOES YOUR FOOD COME FROM AGAIN?????

This video will probably open up the minds of young readers who have never read the old testament before….. See Revelations in action by watching this video! In all seriousness this video does not contain human nudity but refers to some very disguising things. Every adult who loves dead cow burgers for supper or eats cow pus over cereal in the A.M. needs to watch this. If you love illegal immigrants in our country you should watch this. There are so many controversial issues in one mini video…………..

IF YOU ARE A MEAT EATER YOU SUPPORT THIS

Watery thought of the day

Saying you love fresh water and being a meat eater is a false statement. You might as well be saying the opposite. This would be a better statement: I love antibiotics and sewage in my water. Another correct statement would be this one: I love droughts because one pound of my hamburger costs an innocent victim 1600 gallons of fresh water. That is how much fresh water a cow has to drink to gain one pound of muscle.

Can’t you see that if you love meat you hate fresh water? Please do not complain the next time your water is tainted because of a livestock run off. If you hate sewage in the water then you have to hate the meat that produces the sewage.

Species in the wild do not create a toxic sewage dump because the poop does not build in one location. That is where cattle and buffalo are different. However you love your steak….